falling...

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

deeper and deeper and deeper into the pit. And I cant take it anymore.

Today's appointment went horrible.
I am at a loss for words and can't bring myself to tell you all about it. I feel like i would be breaking all of your hearts the same way mine was broken today. I know how much you guys have been thinking and praying for me and i really appreciate all of you, thank you! All of your calls, emails and comments left have really touched my heart. Please continue to keep us in your prayers, we need them now more than ever.

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Crystal from NC. said...

Katie - This will be my first official post since falling upon your blog some time ago. I want to know that you are in me and my husbands prayers.

sumi said...

Oh honey...

I am sorry. Know that if I could give you a big hug I would right now. (Even though we haven't met.)

I am praying for you both.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry, Katie. I am incredibly heartbroken for you, even without knowing the details. Please let me know if there is ANYTHING that I can do.
-Lydia

Patrice said...

Sorry for such a bad appointment, you have been on my mind today and also in my prayers.....still praying.

Lindsey said...

Katie, I am so sorry to hear that you had bad news. You have been and continue to be in my prayers.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry. My heart goes out to you and your husband. :::BIG HUGS:::

JS said...

Katie, I am so sorry for everything you and Robb have gone through. We do not know each other but your story truly breaks my heart.
Your strength and courage amaze me.
Please do not worry about letting us down, or anything like that. People who read your blog fully support you and only want what is best for you. If we could take away your pain or help you we would. I am so sorry for whatever horrible news you got today. I hope you continue to find strength.

Lots of love, and support,
JS

Trish said...

I thought about you a lot today. I'm so sorry your news was not good. I'll keep you both in my thoughts and prayers.

Tami @ September's Bride said...

Thought about you and prayed for you all day. Remember that God is faithful - always!

Jacki & Jason said...

Robb & Katie,

My heart is breaking for you tonight. I am so sorry that things did not go well today. Please take your time and just know we are here to listen when you are ready to share the details about the appointment.

We love you so very much and again we are so sorry that you have to be going through this! (((HUGS))))

Anonymous said...

Katie I am from the Nest/GRBaby and my heart is breaking for you. I read your blog every day and hope that there is some small small comfort in knowing that you have touched many many lives. I hope your faith continues to keep you strong.
Cairey

Anonymous said...

Katie,
I thought about you today although we don't know one another. I'm so sorry to hear the appointment did not go well. Remember that you've got a lot of support and that God holds you tight in his arms. I feel so blessed to have followed on your journey so far and I pray for your happy ending so come soon!

Anonymous said...

Katie,
Just read your blog of yesterday. So sorry that your appointment went so poorly and that you received bad news.
Remember that God is faithful and you have many, many people praying for you and Robb. He promises that He listened when only 2 or 3 pray in agreement and you have many more than that praying for you.

The Tranas said...

I've been reading your blog for awhile as well, even though this is my first comment (a friend of mine is one of the nesties). Please know I thought about you yesterday, and you've been in my prayers. I don't know what God's plan is, but I do know it's always the best plan, even when we don't understand. Sometimes, though, wouldn't it be nice if He'd just let us in on it? I pray God will put His big arms around both you and Robb and keep you in His comforting embrace.

Hugs & prayers,
Robin

Amber said...

Katie and Robb,
We are friends of Scott and Stacey. This is my first time leaving you a comment, but i've been following your blog for a while. I felt led to share something I read this morning in a daily devotional.
"Thank you, Lord, that Your plans for my life are good, and You have a future for me that is full of hope. Thank You that You are always restoring my life to greater wholeness. I praise You and thank You that You are my Healer, my Deliverer, my Provider, my Redeemer, my Father, and my Comforter." (June 5th entry in The Power of a Praying Woman by Stormie Omartian)
I hope you can cling to this prayer as you go thru this time together as a couple. You are both in our prayers.
Amber

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry to hear that things didn't go well. I hope that you get some better news soon. You and your husband are in my prayers.

Justine said...

I'm so sorry that your appointment did not go well!! I am praying for strength and understanding for you and Robb and your families....Hugs!

Anonymous said...

Robb & Katie,
After reading your latest blog,I had one of those moments where I wanted to cry out to God for you and no words came. That reminded me of something I learned when sliding into that "pit" of hopelessness. Something from Max Lucado probably--"The shepherd knows his sheep so well that He even understands when we-like sheep-just say "bah". I'm crying that for you now....when words come I'll do better. Still "praying" in Hamilton, Love you guys

Anonymous said...

Still praying! You are not alone.

Anonymous said...

Oh,Katie & Robb- I wish I could take you in my arms and tell you it was all just a bad dream. This morning when I was reading Psalm 13verse 1 starts out "How long, O Lord? Will you forget me forever?"
We all sometimes feel that God is just not remembering us and our problems. The notes in my Bible told me to go to Habakkuk 3:17-19, so I did and it tells about this guy who is going through difficulties and things are going from bad to worse and the verse 18 got me --- he says, "yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful in God my Savior." It said in my notes on that verse that Habakkuk's feelings were not controlled by the events around him but by faith in God's ability to give him strength. When nothing makes sense, and when troubles seem more than you can bear, remember that God gives strength. I'm praying for that strength for all of us right now, so that YET...we can rejoice in the Lord and be joyful in God our Savior.XOXOXOMOMLXOXOXO

Anonymous said...

Katie,

I found your blog from the nest as well and have been following your story for some time. Like others, this is my first time posting, because I feel compelled to tell you.
Your strength has amazed me so far. I love seeing God work through people, and I believe that is what is happening with you. You have inspired me, and I am sure many other. You cannot give up hope now. BELIEVE and TRUST in HIM.

You are in my thoughts & prayers.

Julybride_07 said...

I am so sorry Katie! Your are in my prayers!! Stay strong and remember that God loves you!!

Anonymous said...

Katie and Robb,
We do so dislike those valleys in life! We don't want them and don't like them. But the Lord walks with us. I have a strong urge to call you or go straight to your house and hug you. May you have the peace that passes all understanding. We don't understand it, but the Lord is near. Cling to Him together. I know the best thing I can do is to pray. Soak in the love from family and friends God is placing around you. Our God is a God of miracles.
Love and hugs to you.

Amy said...

Katie & Robb,

There is nothing to say. But God's promises still remain. Romans 8:28-39. Cling fast. We continue praying. On our knees at His feet, Amy & the Kmans

Anonymous said...

Katie,
You are so much stronger than your broken heart is telling you right now. Because of your beautiful spirit, life will become all that you want it to be eventually. Hang in there, my friend. You are in my prayers constantly, even though I've never met you. Prayers are stronger than any of this, and you have such a strong support system (even people like me that don't know you are pulling for you!).

Big hugs and tears right with you.

Jessica Klein said...

I am so sorry to hear that your appointment didn't go well hun. Please feel free to call if you ever need to talk/vent or even just have someone to hang out with. We will continue to keep you in our prayers.