Ugh

Monday, August 18, 2008

My appointment didnt go well, she thinks the tube has migrated some where up by my ribcage and it is supposed to be down by your pelvic bone. She said that this very rarely happens, but of course it has to happen to me, it hasnt even been a week since i started. why couldnt i at least have gotten a couple months in? i am so frustrated. just when things were beginning to look up this has to happen. i should know better by now that things never go good for me. welcome to my life.

so now i have an appt with a radiologist at 3:00 to get an x-ray to see if thats for sure the case and if it is they will put a wire through my tube to see if they can get it to move into the right position. if not i have to go back on hemo-dialysis (noooo) and wait until i can have surgery to fix it. so if anyone reads this before 3:00 please pray that this works and that i wont need surgery or go back to regular dialysis. And also pray for my attitude i am very discouraged and feel like giving up. thanks.

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Anonymous said...

I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you right now!

Jacki said...

I said a prayer for you right now! I hope the appointment goes well! Love lots - Jacki

Justine said...

Praying!!

The Tranas said...

Still praying.

Hannah said...

Katie-

I found your blog through another blog, and have been so moved by your testimony. I am on my face before the throne for you, and am praying for peace and comfort and healing for you and your family. Thank you for sharing and for allowing those who don't know you (and yet are brothers and sisters in Christ) to pray for you. It's so easy to get involved in our own little world and surrounding area and forget that there are so, so many others around the country (and world) who need our prayers and thoughts. Even though I have never met you, I feel like you are a friend and you are in my prayers!! I am praying for courage, peace, and a new revelation of how MUCH God loves you to fall on you. We can so get dragged through the dust in this life, and I am so sorry that you have had to go through all this...at church yesterday, we sang a song I am sure you are familiar with, but God put you on my heart as we sang it. How wonderful that God is the same no matter what, and that He never lets go. I hope these words bring you peace at your appointment.

~Hannah from California

When clouds veil sun
And disaster comes
Oh, my soul
Oh, my soul
When waters rise
And hope takes flight
Oh, my soul
Oh, my soul
Oh, my soul

Ever faithful
Ever true
You I know
You never let go
You never let go
You never let go
You never let go

When clouds brought rain
And disaster came
Oh, my soul
Oh, my soul
When waters rose
And hope had flown
Oh, my soul
Oh, my soul
Oh, my soul

Oh, my soul
Overflows
Oh, what love, oh, what love
Oh, my soul
Fills hope
Perfect love that never lets go

Oh, what love, oh, what love
Oh, what love, oh, what love
In joy and pain
In sun and rain
You’re the same
Oh, You never let go

Anonymous said...

praying for you right now....

The DeVries Family said...

You dont know me at all. I found  your blog through someone else's and just wanted to tell you how amazed I am by you and your husband and the incredible faith you have. You've put my troubles and hardships in perspective for me today and have truly been a blessing. I am praying for you and will continue to pray for you. God is so faithful and will see you through.

Anonymous said...

Katie - I just felt led to read your updates - it is 2:55 and I am praying so hard for you right now -
hang on to God - you and Robb are being lifted up - a friend from ORC

Trish said...

Hi I just read your post at 3pm exactly, I said a prayer for you :)

Tsakani Studios- Kristen Kreuze said...

so you're probably in your appointment as I am writing this, so I am praying hard for you and Robb right now!