I feel like my world is crashing in, but I hold in the tears and fake a smile. I am broken. Only God knows how I really feel. I pray that He will continue to hold my hand, pick me up and carry me to the next "good day". I pray for Him to heal my broken body and my broken heart. He is able, more than able to handle anything that comes my way. So I'll just wait.
"He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds."