God is not through with me yet ~ that my trials will bring me closer to Him.
I frequently feel so alone and afraid during this journey ~ angry with the whole thing, it's painfully clear that I am just a name on a sheet of paper to some; doctors, the insurance company, etc. ~ not a human with a life. And yet I still believe that all of this is happening to me and my family for a reason. It may not be the way I would have chosen but I believe time will reveal happiness once again.